If you read this I'll love you forever

AM i stupid for thinking that somewhere out there, in space, there is another "earth" and there are other people just like all of us. Different languages, different styles, different ways of living.
IF so that is where i want to be, i want to be away from all the politics, away from all the judging, and crying, and killing, that is going on here.
I think that is where my husband is, in a different universe. Because i can not possibly see myself marrying, or even being with anyone from this earth that we live on.
Everyone these days are so fake, just to fit in.
Just because you have a million or so friends on myspace does not give your ass the right to sit here and tell me that You are better than me.
And people who look for boyfriends or girlfriends through myspace, Loveme.com, whatever you do, That is the lamest way to ever find a relationship, I mean "anyone can type themselves a personality" But when it comes to real life they are probably just Insecure and ugly as they are on the internet.
And people only put the good pictures of themselves on the internet, i mean they search all day for the right outfits, do their makeup and hair, just to take pictures to put on their websites, just so people will add them or talk to them, what shit is this.
I think it is lame, and this is why i could never honestly see myself with anyone in north America.
And do not sit here and tell me that not everyone does that because this is bull shit everyone is fake.


I'm just angry at the world right now.
nerve on
i'm not fake... i mean i dont even havve a photo on my blog thing because i dont even have my own computer, that is so true, the people that find bf/gf on the internet, i mean, posting writing is fun, you learn about other people, but to go and actually wantt to get married w/ someone youve never seen. hey, dont critize my space, not every one uses it the way some stupid people do, my sis has a my space but uses it to talk to only her friends, she actually knows, you see, not every one is stupid, and not eveyone i s closeminded... i know that life is cruel, but the government i s just so powerful, and so freaking greedy that we cant do anything about it.. i hate it.. but theres nothing we can do. if people protest they get hurt, theres nothing more special about the us. its very unjust, people come here hoping that they will havve a better life, but htey dont know that this place is so full of unjustice...